todays friends are tomorrows enemies are.........

I knew you didn't give a fuck about me, just a matter of time before you forgot everything you said.

these nights are growing colder, ever since you went away
and these days are getting longer without you here with me,
and i dont understand these empty feelings inside.
so i push the thoughts to the back of my mind.
i just cant take it, we never thought we wouldnt make it.
DESTINED FOR HEARTACHE FROM THE START!
all the times i reach out to you.
all the times you said we're through.
maybe it all meant nothing, or
maybe i'm just weary from caring so much.
either way i'm giving up on you, on this, on us!
or so i keep telling myself...
so here i'll stand, screaming out to you.
nothing will change what we've been through.
but do we keep on trying, or do we give up everything we hoped for?
and i've reached my breaking point too many times and i've got nothing left but,
COLD NIGHTS
LONG DAYS
BROKEN HEART
BROKEN DREAMS
its all i have left for you...

...nights like these I can't sleep, tossing and turning body grows weak, your faith blinds you, leading you astray, if you are looking to the sky for answers then it's nothing you will find, searching for answers, fools led by the blind.

Fuck you! You think you are dropping knowledge on me. I grew up around shit you've only seen in hood movies. Get a life kid.

....and when you're left alone, I will be there but things will never be the same.